For magpiemythos

[shieldborne]

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After a confusing, worrisome evening spent together, Steve seems to feel he and Loki have hit some kind of new level in their friendship. He's less wry and cagey, a little more overly solicitous and warm; still, in the cold light of day he's a lot more awkward about both physical and emotional intimacy, and if Loki reverts to his usual teasing banter, Steve will fall into the same comfort zone.

He thinks about him often when he's not there, though. Hoping he's found a safer, kinder way to fight his demons. Fearing he hasn't, and feeling helpless to do anything more about that than he already has. At least now, Loki won't have to initiate all their contacts. He'll get occasional texts and calls from Steve, asking if he wants something at a store, if he's seen x or y movie, whether he's all right.

The others are a little bemused about Steve's increasingly less subtle interest in their otherworldly acquaintance. Some of them are openly skeptical, afraid he could be being played, but since no one has anything against Loki, it remains a topic of quiet, civil debate.

It's early in the evening this time when Steve texts Loki. Just a brief note, and he doesn't entirely expect a response: They're trying to convince me to get a tattoo of a bald eagle with a tear running down its face. It's a conspiracy, they're all in on it.

I doubt it would last long with my healing factor even if I did.

How's your evening going?

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[magpiemythos]

Whatever the reason it does help. Loki can only handle being emotionally honest for so long, even with Steve. The idea that the man needs to process the admittedly heavy information he'd been given? Wouldn't surprise him either. And in some ways he did appreciate that he was trying, instead of going with knee-jerk horror and outrage.

It just cemented Loki's confidence in the man.

"I suppose something to eat wouldn't be amiss..." He didn't feel especially hungry, but he knew it was better to eat, and it would give them both a different focus for the moment. Something constructive to do.

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"Mmhm. Should I try to cook something up for you? I'm okay with pancakes and things like that." Steve is evidently ready to turn this into some kind of adorable date night in. However, Loki should be worried about letting him have free reign in the kitchen. He's not exactly the greatest cook.

"Unless you'd prefer to order something." His grip on him is easing a little again, not because he especially wants to let go, but because it doesn't seem quite as essential that he cling as fiercely as he has been. Loki wants him here, after all. He doesn't think his godling friend is a flight risk at the moment.

[magpiemythos]

"With blueberries, yes." Loki was perfectly content with the shift in tone to things. And with mooching a meal out of Steve, for all the food would come from his kitchen and he had no idea just how badly things could go giving Steve reign of that domain. Oh well, he'd learn soon enough.

And he certainly wasn't a flight risk at this point. Relaxing a bit more as things seemed to settle for the moment with a faint grin, glad to let it slip into a more casually affectionate air instead of the charged alarm of before. This was good. Just something normal and sweet after everything that had happened.

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"With blueberries." He repeats, just a little incredulous at the order, and then laughs. "You're lucky I'm sweet on you. You're kind of a brat."

He kisses his cheek and disengages himself slowly, getting up to head to the kitchen. "Do you want to come along and watch? Make sure I don't burn down your kitchen?"

[magpiemythos]

"Well you did ask." And he was well aware that he was a brat, that wasn't any sort of surprise on his end. And the comment that Steve was sweet on him? Earned a low, pleased sort of laugh in turn, the trickster quite happy to disentangle from his spot once Steve was no longer settled in.

"What if I just came along so I could continue hogging your attention? I trust you're not about to torch my kitchen."

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If he had thought that accusation would truly offend Loki, Steve wouldn't have said it, but since it apparently doesn't he'll stand by the comment. He rolls his eyes, grinning at the same time, and nods.

"Sure, that sounds reasonable." And if Loki wants to get a longer and more relaxed opportunity to look at Steve's legs, this is probably a good time, while he's cooking for him in his underwear. "You can tell me where everything is."

[magpiemythos]

As if that truth would ever offend him. Loki took great care in being the very best brat he could be, and definitely enjoyed people's exasperation when faced with it. That Steve was so good-natured and patient with him only spoke well of him and helped to endear him to the trickster.

"As if I'd ever be anything but reasonable." Said with a pleased sort of grin as he paused to help at least a little bit; pulling out things Steve might need or want for his pancake expedition before slouching carelessly into a seat.

And yes he was going to admire the view, because goodness but Steve has a lovely set of legs for the admiring.

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"Promise?" He asks Loki with a wry smile. "To stay reasonable?"

He won't hold him to it, either way. Theoretically, he supposes there's such a thing as a reasonable brat, even if it does sound like a slight contradiction in terms.

Steve's intentions seem to be to make the batter from scratch, rather than a mix, and he actually spends a little while forlornly looking for a flour sifter before he begins mixing. His methods are just a bit outdated, but as long as all the ingredients are present, he'll get there.

[magpiemythos]

He tilted his head at that, smile turning to something a bit soft, considering.

"I promise... to try and be reasonable, yes." Steve likely knew how dear such a thing was- Loki didn't like to actually make promises, especially those he might break, and with how mercurial his moods and behavior could be, a promise of always being reasonable was destined for failure. But this... this he could do. He could try, both for his own sake, and for the sake of the man smiling his way.

And he was feeling generous enough that he didn't tease Steve for that forlorn seeking, knowing that he'd pulled down everything needed for the task.

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Steve wasn't expecting an affirmative response, actually, and he gives Loki a bright little smile for it. "Hey, all I can ask is that you try."

He's amused, actually, but the softness creeping into Loki's expression also makes him feel strangely warmer.

Steve mixes up the batter and folds in blueberries, letting it stand while he lets the griddle heat. "Should I make coffee or cocoa or something too? I could probably handle the coffee, myself."

Even before the alarming text exchange that brought him here, Steve was pretty sure this was going to be one of those nights where he doesn't sleep much. He might as well enjoy the coffee at that rate, especially since now he wants to sit up with Loki.

[magpiemythos]

Loki couldn't help that swell of delight when he noticed that his agreement to that promise seemed to make Steve happy. It was a start of a trend, he'd noticed, that want to see Steve smile and know it was because of him, and he couldn't say he minded it.

And if he slipped from his chair to come over and steal a few blueberries before they all went into the batter, well that was no real surprise.

"Well, I can get the coffee at the very least." Something constructive to do anyways, rummaging through one of the cabinets. "Any requests?"

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Steve is tempted to toss berries at him, just because, but he refrains for the moment. Loki, he thinks, would take very readily to the encouragement to have a food fight, and Steve's not sure he's ready to commit to chasing him around the apartment with pancake batter, let alone the cleanup that might be needed afterward.

"Requests? Like, you have more than one kind of coffee?" Steve looks thoughtful. "I like hazelnut, if you do. But I'll drink whatever." After wartime army coffee, even cheap modern joe is nectar and ambrosia.

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Loki needed very little encouragement for mischief, that much was for sure, an amused glimmer to his gaze almost in confirmation of the necessity of commitment if Steve was to go down that messy route.

"There's a good reason my Instagram lists me as a hipster viking. But hazelnut I can do!" Said in an easy, amused tone as he pulled down a canister and the filters. Even with Steve in the kitchen with him it was easy enough to get grounds set up, to get water and get the machine brewing. After which Loki paused to peer at what the other was up to, resting his chin against Steve's shoulder to do so, a hand settling lightly against his back.

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"You have an instagram?" Steve watches him as the griddle heats. "Is that the one with the ears...no, never mind, I'm thinking of snapchat."

Why are there so many damn social media platforms, anyway? But Steve is just curious enough, he might look for Loki's instagram. It would have photos, right? Photos are nice.

And then Loki is right next to him with his chin on his shoulder and his hand on his back, and Steve kind of melts, as much as a guy can do while standing at the stove. "Hey, you." He says softly, apropos of nothing.

[magpiemythos]

"I have both actually, among others. I'll send you a link sometime." Instagram especially was full of photos, and honestly, some were from his own universe- he had quite a collection on his phone even before he'd slipped his way into this reality. He'd avoided putting up pictures of the other-reality Avengers, or Asgardians, but even without those, there was plenty there for the internet to howl about being 'shopped'. Some things never changed.

"Hi there." Hand lightly rubbing between Steve's shoulder blades, smile felt as he pressed a light kiss to the side of Steve's jaw.

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Steve is fonder of drawings and painting than photography, overall, but all of the above are expressive, and can be artistic. Plus there's something charmingly intimate about a candid photo.

"D'you..." he pauses thoughtfully, thinking over what he's about to propose, and then gets momentarily derailed by the stroking and the kiss. His eyelids droop in a slow blink, like a happy cat, and he gives a low hum of approval. "Mn. Do you like photos as an art form? Could go to the Brooklyn Museum some time. With me, I mean."

Oh, look, he just asked Loki on a date! That's supposed to come before you cook a guy breakfast, but Steve's never really done things the conventional way.

[magpiemythos]

He did so like those little responses. The fact that even light, simple attention like this was so plainly appreciated both pleased him because it so obviously pleased Steve and because well. It did amazing wonders for his ego. And he couldn't help but trail his hand further up, fingertips grazing up the back of his neck to ruffle Steve's hair lightly.

"Are you asking little old me out on a date?" For all there was a gentle teasing to the tone, there was still a genuine bit of surprised pleasure to it as well. "Because I think I rather like that idea."

Loki was never one for doing things in order anyways, no worries Steve.

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Steve is lonelier than he cares to admit. He's also a bit of a glutton for gentle touch. He cranes his neck to encourage more of the same stroking, and flips the pancake he's working on just a bit clumsily (it will still taste good).

"Guess I am," he says with a smile. "And that sounds like a yes. This weekend?"

He pauses on a thought, and adds slowly, "There's something else. In the interest of full disclosure...well, I don't know, maybe you know already. I wouldn't say I'm an expert in BDSM, but I've dabbled. I would never be able to be as rough with you as you've been looking for. Especially not emotionally. I don't do that. But if it's something you really need, I can try to give you that."

He looks over at him. "You'd definitely have to deal with me being this sentimental the rest of the time, though."

[magpiemythos]

Loki won't judge Steve's pancakes for being a little weird so long as they're tasty, especially if he's going to keep distracting him like he is.

"Saturday then?" Continuing to run fingers through his hair, his other hand settling against a bicep, just enjoying being able to touch.

And he almost dismisses that concern of Steve's, but he did promise he'd try at least a bit. He could try here, given how important this seemed to be. How important it was, for all Loki liked to pretend it wasn't.

"I don't know that rougher is really what I'm needing out of the whole thing. It hasn't been doing much so far... I just," A small grimace, and an idle shrug against Steve's back. "I escalate when things don't work. But... something about you helps. I'm not sure what it is exactly about you just yet... but I'm willing to try things the way you'd do them."

A playful smile creeping over his lips at the last bit, brows lifting. "I figured that was part of the package deal."

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Well, if Loki has pretty breakfast pictures on his Instagram page, Steve may feel a little inadequate, but he agrees that ultimately as long as food tastes good, it matters less what it looks like.

"Saturday. It's a date." That should not make him feel as stupidly happy as it does. He gives a soft chuckle, a huff of air, and moves the pancake to a plate to make room for the next. God, that stroking feels good.

"Mnn...sometimes it's a matter of needing the headspace. Just wanting to stop thinking for a while. But I guess it's something different for different people," he murmurs. And then it registers, what Loki has more or less conceded, and he takes in a sharp, deep breath, shooting him an intense look. It's the faintest of smiles, but his eyes are fiery.

He feels like he won something. Even if it's a battle, not the war. "Uh-huh," he agrees. "The pancakes come along as a free gift."

[magpiemythos]

The only breakfast worth taking pics of is bacon. And to be fair he usually isn't willing to wait long enough to eat it to take pretty pictures.

"I think that might be it... thinking too much is always what seems to get me into trouble anyways. It'd be nice to be able to switch off, even for a little bit." He can see when Steve seems to realize what Loki's given him in his seemingly playful statements, just glancing sideways at him, unwilling to give up his spot nestled in against Steve's back to do much more than that.

"A charming date and pancakes? Golly I lucked out, didn't I?"

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Steve is boring. His favorite breakfast is oatmeal. Except he does usually smother it in walnuts and baked apples.

"Yeah...I don't know if it's the same for me, but I think I can relate," he says softly, and the fierce smile dissolves into something gentler. Something genuinely happy.

"I guess you did. Maybe I did, too." He arches his back a little, cuddling against him. "I'm probably gonna catch hell for it from the team, but I think unless you kick me out I'm going to stay the night."

That's not even necessarily a come-on, although if Loki chooses to interpret that way, Steve won't argue. He just wants to be here. That's the main thing. To reassure himself that Loki will be fine, and to enjoy the reassurance of company for his own benefit.

[magpiemythos]

"Well, if they decide to fuss, they'll just catch hell from me for it, because there's no way I wanted to let you go anywhere tonight." He smiled in turn, nuzzling lightly at the back of Steve's shoulder when he cuddled in, with a small happy-sounding hum.

"And I think we both lucked out this time." For now, Loki wasn't planning on going anywhere. Only mindful not to get in the way of Steve's cooking, but otherwise staying all but wrapped around him from behind, basking in the warmth and reassuring sturdiness of the man.

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"Ohh." Steve can't quite stifle a shiver of pleasure at the nuzzling. "They won't object, they'll just tease. Fuck 'em."

He tilts his head back to nudge Loki's, awkwardly affectionate, then flips another pancake. "I like this. Not the worrying about you part, but being quiet in here. Soft." Safe.

A few pancakes later, he turns off the stove and turns around to pull Loki into an embrace. He won't hold him back long, not while there's food cooling on the counter, but he's suffering from an abundance of sentimentality right now.

[magpiemythos]

"Well they're not allowed to tease, not about this anyways." Said in an amused tone, Loki smiling as he stayed put, letting Steve cook.

"I... well I figured this was the part you liked." Murmured in reply, and when Steve did turn to embrace him properly the trickster slipped arms around him in turn, more than willing to burrow into his grasp with a soft noise of enjoyment.

"I like this too. Same bits." The pancakes would keep for a few minutes. Just enough time to bask in the quiet and calm this moment offered.