['I want to help you learn me', he says, and Steve finds himself marveling over what a perfect turn of phrase that is. That, yes, that is exactly what he needs, what they both need, after such a long and brutal time apart. And that's why this will work, why it already feels so right. They knew one another by heart, as boys. Circumstances tore them up but they're pulling themselves back together and learning the changes time has left in one another.
Newness and oldness, novelty and stability. This was meant to be, and Steve will never stop regretting Bucky's pain, but on his own account, it's been worth the journey.]
I think I could handle that, [He says, with respect to playing rough. He might have to go slow and careful, might need to experience the receiving end before he's comfortable giving, but he knows well enough that conflict and love aren't mutually exclusive. They can tussle and tangle and share everything.]
I'll wear the cute ones for you next time. [He promises when Bucky tugs at his boxers.] You want the ones with eagles on 'em, or should I go all out and get blue silk or somethin'? [Despite being able to fire back with banter, Steve is outright panting now, chest rising and falling, and it's clearly a relief to get free of the underwear, because he's about as hard as he can get.]
All I wanna see is you. [He sits up and catches Bucky's face in both of his hands, dragging him into a kiss that's nothing short of ravenous, desire flaring past the ability of tenderness to contain it.]
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Date: 2018-07-09 01:41 pm (UTC)Newness and oldness, novelty and stability. This was meant to be, and Steve will never stop regretting Bucky's pain, but on his own account, it's been worth the journey.]
I think I could handle that, [He says, with respect to playing rough. He might have to go slow and careful, might need to experience the receiving end before he's comfortable giving, but he knows well enough that conflict and love aren't mutually exclusive. They can tussle and tangle and share everything.]
I'll wear the cute ones for you next time. [He promises when Bucky tugs at his boxers.] You want the ones with eagles on 'em, or should I go all out and get blue silk or somethin'? [Despite being able to fire back with banter, Steve is outright panting now, chest rising and falling, and it's clearly a relief to get free of the underwear, because he's about as hard as he can get.]
All I wanna see is you. [He sits up and catches Bucky's face in both of his hands, dragging him into a kiss that's nothing short of ravenous, desire flaring past the ability of tenderness to contain it.]